I wish for us to be professionals in next year, to know what we do and what for, to support each other and to ask for help if necessary. There are not many things that we can influence, but it is worth at least trying to avoid unnecessary trouble. Appreciate what brings you joy and cherish it.
Donโt forget about humor and kindness, it makes life better)
HOLY SHIT OH MY GOD LOOK AT THAT HE’S FUCKING PUSHING HIS GLASSES UP BY THE LENS. NO ONE DOES THAT. BECAUSE IF THEY DID THEYD HAVE FUCKING FINGER PRINT VISION. KABUTOS GONNA HAVE TO FUCKING STOP THE NINJA BATTLE TO TAKE OUT HIS CLEANING CLOTH AND CLEAN HIS NASTY FINGER PRINTS OFF HIS GLASSES. LIKE OH IM SORRY NARUTO CAN WE PAUSE FOR A MOMENT I JUST NEED TO CLEAN MY GLASSES BECAUSE IM A NASTY FUCK WHO TOUCHED THE LENSES WITH MY DIRTY NINJA FINGERS. DO NONE OF THE CREATORS OF NARUTO WEAR GLASSES. THIS IS AN OUTRAGE.
“Let’s have more wonderful and fun times in 2022！” That’s exactly what I said in last year’s art summary…
Well… my brain doesn’t forget things easily, especially things I’ve experienced. I remember almost everything/everyday about this whole year. So when I think about 2022, I suddenly start crying …idk why (this is also one of the reasons why this year’s art summary is a bit late) that’s why it took me time to try to write something without crying.
Okay… Since I love the numbers 2 or 22, I had high hopes for this year. Yes I also believe in lucky numbers like good/bad wishes. Or, I used to believe… yes ‘cause i don’t believe anymore. Normally I can’t say sentences like “I believe or I don’t believe this” very easily. For me to lose faith in something, i have to be seriously disappointed by it. And now, that’s probably not the right word for my true feelings but, 2022 really disappointed me！
Especially after March, I felt like i was buried alive…
I lost my faith, i lost my hope, i lost my job for a period, i lost my cat, I lost a loved one of my relatives. I remember nights when I had crying spells saying “enough is enough, i can’t take it anymore”. Many times I wanted to erase everything and disappear… yes I also knew it was weakness, cowardice ……but maybe i was just afraid. I was afraid of losing myself, i was afraid of losing my mind… A lot of people don’t like to read/listen to negative thoughts so i keep my feelings inside anymore (and I’ll probably even regret writing all this later) but just my heart is broken… and i’m still trying to heal it. But I also know that some wounds never heal, so just try to live with it, still and still… Yes… I know, nobody said the year would be easy… but no one ever said it would be this hard. At least for me, it didn’t go well.
I really remember very few good moments for this year… so all that’s left is some tears from my side……
And now, let me thank you to anyone who has patiently read this far. Thank you so much for supporting my arts and even me too for another year！Despite everything, I’m still happy to finally be able to make an art summary where I fill all the months with a piece ^^！You guys (and some special ones) are one of the biggest reasons I can still walk. I’m always grateful！
“and so they fought. and so they laughed. friends. before they knew it, they were inseparable” is such a raw line you would think it’s shakespeare poetry but it’s from a naruto chapter cover with naruto and sasuke wearing matching guitar pin necklaces with each other’s faces on it, so it’s rawer than it
